May 10, 2009

Howdy! Today is Mother's Day and by far the most stressful day in this journey. Yesterday and today I had spotting. The doctor says it can be one of 2 things...one being a miracle, the other heartache...1. Implantation bleeding/spotting happens about 6-10 days after transfer when the little embryo burrows into the uterus lining. 2. I am starting my period a week early, just like in all the other attempts, and my luteal phase is again cut too short. We are desperately on our knees for #1, but know God will bless us in the way He desires. In other words Mother's Day has been hard and tearful for both of us, knowing I am literally becoming a mother on this day, or another opportunity is quickly slipping from our hands. Prayer more than ever, is what we desire right now, for our strength, healing and peace!